x10 (million that is)
that's it. that is it. that's all i need. the key word in there being I. i'm fighting for & defending something that already belongs to me. i have it & it isn't going to be taken away from me. it can't. she's part of me.
after all the bad things are said about her...i still have her. after all the hate is thrown her way...i still have her. after all is said & done (whatever that may be)...i STILL have her. so why oh why (oh why oh why oh whyyyyy) do i keep trying to prove my point to (fools like you...just going with the song, of course not you guys) an unsympathetic, not-so-captive audience? (again, not you guys, the world press & social media). i don't have to. i still have her regardless.
& just as her meaning can not be taken away from me, i in return can't force her to have meaning to someone else who just doesn't. i'm finally underrating that part of it. to paraphrase Bonnie Raitt (never thought i would quote her) i can't make you, someone, anyone love something that they don't. i'm not changing any opinions here, maybe i am but mostly i'm just using this forum as a way to work it myself. again, back to me...in a good way.
those that love her already do. those that newly discover her & fall in love with her, will. not because of anything i've said but simply because of who she is, IN REAL FACTUAL HISTORY & all that she's created. all that speaks louder than any words ever could, whether it be love or hate, that will remain. i still have her.
the world still has her.